It has been a rocky journey. who's going to fix the road ahead?
never felt so stagnant in my life.
felt as if all that was colourful, became mere grayscale pictures.
it is really tough, but what i need is just you being here.
you once said it could be simple.
and, it could be.
but what's going on? the pain that's within, i don't know how to describe it.
there's no more tears left to pour out.
A little gift before the last paper

Mei's celeb


with the little ones

1. Light the candles

2. Make a wish

3. Smile!
1 December The day, which sitting in the hall with hundreds of other students with anxiety, ends.
And it's the actual day of mei's birthday, so happy birthday!
Many christmas trees are up, and so..



"c'mon, open up your mouth. or else i'd stuff in it!"

Early in the morning, and take a look at the sky.
and the gradient of colour. ah.

following day, breakfast on campus at Palette (:
not bad~ and prices are reasonable, nods.


2 December- The Day Jill's back! (:
at Popeyes for dinner.
just look at the 2 cheeky ones~

Love and me (:

Just this morning, jilly accompanied me to the interview.
and we got drenched in the heavy rain. really heavy one. but it was fun.
hoho.
and till the next time the 4 of us would sit down as one to catch up, it'd be towards the end of dec. Let's all enjoy our trips ahead!

love.
12.30 am
Im gonna turn in already.
all anxious and pretty fearful of my paper tomorrow.
shiversim just gonna write all that i can with all the contents i have in my mind.
prays* have faith!
pulls hair* one hour after breakfast, and i have still yet to start on my revision.
pffftt. ah!
i just can't wait for my last paper to be over, and pray that my 101 paper ain't that screwed up. seriously that 40% is so risky.
Little Domo is sitting on the table, till tomorrow i'd get to peek.
miss you, boy (:
and jill's back on wed! triple yay~
i'm just gonna fight for what i want. try stopping me
pray tomorrow's paper would be safe*
nose leaking ~
both loves are sick.
love, drink more water, eat that medicine zz bought, sleep well (:
2 more papers to go!
ooh, sam's back. and she's gonna be gone again. to LV! have fun ((:
and jilly'd be back like NEXT TUES! awesomeeeee.
so far, literature paper seemed to be the most satisfying paper of all. history and soci- global social prob, well, they both were manageable, didn't turn out as bad as i thought they would (because i didn't cover ALL the readings, nor ALL the lectures). but i still performed some art in the answer booklet. laugh.
thursday is the crucial paper. if i dont get a C, i'm gonna have to retake it again, and not be able to proceed with other soci modules in the next sem! shrieks.
need to get my head in the books. sinks*
today's a day without any proper meal nor food. shrugs. and i even bought food from old chang kee with friends, forgetting that im sick. oh crap.
prays hard. love's having her forensic science paper now.

How did the victim die(study the pattern of the blood at scene)?
perhaps it'd go sth like that ></
not even there at the 50% markstep by step. gonna clear things one at a time.
till exams done, the rest would flow in.
and then, i'd decide.
I just need your support. Be there.
mosquitos are getting on my nerves. so many bitesso many different voices bombarding my head. didn't get good rests these few days, weird disturbing dreams. having a headahce.
dont even know how my papers would turn out this week.
crap.
maybe there's indeed a lack of trust. or maybe faithmaybe i should reconsider the option given. wonder if it's still valid. just feel as if im on a piece of cardboard floating on the vast ocean
guess there's a reason for everything. it's only whether im willing to accept it.
/
eyes hurt. nose kinda running.
ah.
all set for shower. but im still sitting before the screen.
met up with course mates today (:
well, we had some fun amidst using our brains.
rt was really funny.
bladder problem hah~
miss jill. can't wait for her to be back, and be crazy together (:
miss bishan too. esp the walks home together with bishan-mate!
and hazellll~
till exams are over.
first paper wasn't too bad, pray the rest wouldn't be bad either.
though revision's not very efficient, still, pray for the best out of it.
can't wait to go on a short trip
escape with meiiiii. haha
tired.
101 tmr. and J sent me notes, surprised. well, thanks (:
just a few more, and jill'd be back ~

loves